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2007-08-25T16:28:58Z

Two years ago I was able to starve myself for 12 days straight and I lost 20 pounds and got down to 115 pounds, but once I stopped the weight piled back on and now I am at a disgusting 150 pounds! It disgusts me, I don't know how to deal with it, I have tried to exersize, eat healthier, and all I want to do is NOT eat. I love the feeling of not being hungry, I feel.......sexy almost. This is my first day of starting up again, and I need your help. I can't do it alone, its so difficult. I start school in 2 weeks and I need to lose at least 20 pounds to feel 1/2 desent about myself. Overall I want to get down to 98 pounds, I am 5 foot 9 right now, and 16 years old. I have been approached by modeling agencies looking for plus size models, but I don't want to do plus size. I want to model, sort of, but only if I am thin. I have a great face, I just need a great body, and everything will be perfect! I know I will get more friends, more men will be interested in me, and I will be able to model for real. I need this and all of my problems will be solved. Help me.

xoxo
Lulu

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